I used to be Game's Slave

Ya, sebagai seorang siswa pasti saya cenderung sekali bermain game. Apalagi, saya adalah seorang siswi yang bisa dibilang seorang penggila game. Saya sangat menyukai game dan bagi saya, game adalah salah satu cara untuk menghilangkan penat yang ada. I can relax myself and have some fun because of games, that's why I really like games. Tetapi, saya bukanlah satu-satunya siswi yang menyukai game, atau bisa dibilang penggila game. Banyak sekali anak-anak yang menyukai game, bahkan orang dewasa pun menyukai game. Mereka bisa bermain hingga berjam-jam lamanya dan menghabiskan waktu, atau bahkan mendedikasikan seluruh kehidupannya hanya untuk game! Everybody loves game, and I bet all of you love playing them too, don't you?

Ketika banyak sekali guru-guru di sekolah saya yang menasihati saya serta teman-teman saya yang lain untuk mengurangi jatah bermain game karena beberapa bulan ke depan kami akan menghadapi ujian negara, hal itu membuat saya terpikir kembali, serta merenung beberapa hal yang cukup penting. Pasti ada beberapa dari teman saya hanya menganggap apa yang dikatakan oleh guru-guru saya hanyalah angin lalu, atau mungkin mereka mendengarkan tetapi tidak melaksanakannya.

Nah, apakah masalahnya? Saya memanglah seorang penggila game, tetapi saya sendiri bisa me manage waktu saya antara bermain dan mengerjakan tugas sekolah. Ada banyak siswa-siswi yang meskipun ada ulangan atau tugas di sekolah mereka, tetapi mereka bersih keras untuk tetap bermain game. Saya bukannya menyindir atau bersikap profesional di sini.Tujuan utama saya pun juga bukan untuk membahas masalah anak-anak yang suka bermain game, karena saya sendiri pun sangat menyukai game. Tetapi yang ingin saya ceritakan sekarang, adalah mengenai pengalaman saya. Lantas, pengalaman tentang apa?

Guru saya pernah mengatakan :

"Kalian boleh bermain game, tetapi jangan mau diatur oleh game. Game adalah benda mati, sedangkan kalian adalah makhluk hidup. Harusnya kalian yang mengatur game, jangan mau menjadi budak game."

That's why I think game sometimes is such a devil for me. I do love games,  and I'm crazy about games, but you know my reason right?

My Experience about Sleep Paralysis

Hi everyone! Right now I'm going to talk about sleep paralysis that I had. It's not the first time I had it. I have had sleep paralysis for about more than 3 times, and the first time happened when I was about 10/11 years old.

It was night, for about 11 a.m or 12 p.m. (I don't know exactly) 

I was lying on my bed. There was my elder sister beside me, and my younger sister were sleeping on the other bed which was under my bed's. I couldn't sleep. I was trying to sleep. I didn't feel comfortable at that time. I just want to open my eyes, because I still couldn't sleep even though I close my eyes. Everyone was sleeping, except me. Well, sometimes I couldn't sleep during the sleep time, but I believed that I didn't have insomnia. It's just a sleep disorder I thought.

I had to sleep. I knew that it wouldn't be good for my health if I tried not to sleep. I wouldn't concentrate during school time on the next day. That's why, I lay my body in the supine position, trying to sleep. But suddenly, I had a dream, a very weird dream, and I thought it wasn't logical.

My younger sister and I was walking along a dark straight road. It was so dark and there was only us there. We didn't meet any people there. There was just us - my sister and I. Suddenly, she asked me to see. I didn't know what she was asking about, but I thought that she asked me to see if there was or wasn't any ghosts. I didn't have an ability to see ghost, so I was getting extremely confused at that time. Just then, that dream was lost. And I...

I realized that I was backed to my dream. I realized that I was lying on my bed, but there was something really annoyed and made me felt afraid. I couldn't move my body. I even couldn't move my finger! It was so hard! I felt so weak. Then, I felt that there was something who pushed me. It didn't let me go! I felt so panicked and exhausted. It seemed like I got trapped in a very small room. My face, my hands, and my leg were like bounded by a extremely strong rope. It was so hard to take a breath. 

I prayed to God. I tried to awake, but I still couldn't. I couldn't open my eyes, and I felt so tired. Every time I tried to be strong, I felt weak, very weak. Weaknesses took all of my energy. I got ready to wake my self up. I counted 1 until 3, and I tried to move my body! It didn't work and really wasted my energy and I felt totally limp. I tried it again, but it still didn't work. Being pushed like that, it made me feel so weak and desperated. I didn't know what I should do.

I got cold sweat. But suddenly, I realized something. I had to strengthen my heart, not my body. Because every time I strengthen my body, it would make me weak. I tried to believe in myself and felt confident. I prepared myself, and counted 1 until 3. I moved my body hardly. And suddenly, I thanked to God because I awake. But I still felt weak and didn't believe what had happened. I was lying on my bed, but I still didn't want to move my body. I felt a little bit shocked and afraid. But suddenly I tried to move it. I felt so thirsty, so I decided to take a glass of water. I didn't want to sleep at that time, but stayed up all night would disturb my school activites. So, I decided to go to my parents' bedroom and slept there.

Until now, researchers still can't explain what things that causes sleep paralysis. Is it because of evil or just a scientific problem. Because some people sometimes hear footsteps and see evils,  but I wasn't. Some people felt lucky and happy while having sleep paralysis because lead to astral projection or out of body experiences.  I'll see you Guys later :D

Happy Independence Day, Indonesia!

Happy Independence Day, Indonesia! I love the place where I born and grew up in...

 

17 Agustus 2010 dirayakan dengan cara yang sedikit berbeda dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Untuk kali ini, para siswa-siswi harus melaksanakan upacara, tidak seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya - pada saat 17 Agustus, para siswa-siswi tidak sekolah dalam arti libur di rumah. Mereka pun banyak yang pergi berekreasi seperti ke Puncak ataupun Bandung, dan tempat-tempat rekreasi lainnya, apalagi bila Hari Kemerdekaan Republik Indonesia bertepatan pada hari Jumat.

Saya rasa kegiatan yang telah ditetapkan sangatlah berguna, karena dengan begitu, jiwa nasionalis para generasi muda akan terus tumbuh. Mungkin banyak remaja yang merasa malas untuk mengikuti upacara, termasuk saya, tetapi setelah saya pikirkan apa yang telah saya dan teman-teman saya laksanakan memanglah suatu kewajiban dan tanggung jawab saya sebagai warga negara Indonesia. Indonesia adalah tempat di mana saya dilahirkan dan dibesarkan, jadi saya harus mengenang jasa para pahlawan dan mengabadikan moment tersebut pada saat upacara.

Pada saat bendera sedang akan dikibarkan, pembina upacara saya yang tak lain adalah guru SMA (saya lupa namanya karena saya adalah siswi SMP), memberikan amanat kepada siswa-siswi betapa kerasnya perjuangan para pejuang saat peristiwa kemerdekaan. Saat itu, setiap pilihan selalu membuahkan resiko. Oleh sebab itu, para pejuang pun harus memilih pilihan yang sangat tepat dan mereka harus cermat. Mereka tidak boleh berpikir asal, tetapi harus berpikir secara matang. Mungkin saya hanyalah seorang siswi SMP dan bukanlah anggota nasionalis. Saya pun juga sering mendengar suasana-suasana saat kemerdekaan - suasana yang menyeramkan, maupun suasana yang membahagiakan. Terpikir di benak saya, oh, begitu! Hanya seperti itu saja. Saya bisa membayangkan betapa sakitnya para pejuang yang harus terkena tembakan, maupun banyak darah tak berdosa yang bercucuran, serta sakitnya batin yang harus kehilangan orang-orang terkasih. Saya pun membayangkan hal tersebut, tetapi... Terkadang, apa yang terjadi bisa saja jauh lebih buruk dari pada yang dibayangkan, meskipun bisa saja apa yang dibayangkan lebih buruk dari pada apa yang akan terjadi. Pembina upacara mengatakan, hormat kepada Bendera Merah - Putih! Ya... Hanya hormat, apa susahnya? Tetapi, ada banyak sekali sejarah yang diabadikan pada bendera merah putih itu.

Bendera merah putih mengandung arti yang sangat bermakna, serta sejarah yang panjang. Bendera tersebut jugalah merupakan salah satu bukti sejarah dan cucuran keringat para pejuang. Dan sekarang, 65 tahun terlah berlalu. Indonesia pun telah merdeka selama 65 tahun dan terbebas dari jajahan.  Bahkan sekarang, Indonesia telah dikategorikan sebagai negara berkembang, meskipun belum sangat pesat perkembangannya, serta masih saja ada masalah-masalah yang melanda Indonesia, seperti : kemiskinan, korupsi, sampah, dan lainnya, tetapi saya percaya bahwa Indonesia akan terus maju, dan saya bangga menjadi warga negara Indonesia dengan berbagai keunikan dan budaya, serta tradisi yang membedakan Indonesia dengan negara lainnya. Maju terus Indonesia, negera kepulauan terbesar di dunia! 

Dirgahayu Republik Indonesia!

And I love Indonesia...

 

Broken Hearted Poem

You used to say that I was an angel

You used to say that I was the princess

You used to say that I was the perfect one

You held my hands every time

This hair you touched all the time

11 p.m the time we had a phone call

But now you're gone, leaving me alone

Do you know how much  love you

But it's all over now

3 months you've been with her

You hold her hands 

Like the way you did to me

You say all the romantic words to her

And leave me alone

In this dark way, hopeless, and desperate

And I promise...

I won't love you forever...

- Cindy...

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About Sleep Paralysis

Alright, Guys. I think some of you might know about sleep paralysis, but some of you might not know about it. So, I'm going to talk about what sleep paralysis is.

What is Sleep Paralysis?

According to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis , Sleep Paralysis is paralysis associated with sleep that may occur in normal subjects or be associated with narcolepsy, cataplexy, and hypnagogic hallucinations. The pathsophysiology of this condition is closely related to the normal hypotonia that occur during REM sleep. When considered to be a disease, isolated sleep paralysis is classified as MeSH D020188.[2] Some evidence suggests that it can also, in some cases, be a symptom of migraine.

What are the possible causes?

Many people who commonly enter sleep paralysis also suffer from narcolepsy. In African Americans, panic disorder occurs with sleep paralysis more frequently than in Caucasians.[12] Some reports read that various factors increase the likelihood of both paralysis and hallucinations. These include:

1. Sleeping in a face upwards or supine position.

2. Irregular sleeping schedules; naps, sleeping in, sleep deprivation.

3. Increased stress.

4. Sudden environmental/lifestyle changes.

5. A lucid dream that immediately precedes the episode.

6. Excessive consumption of alcohol coupled with lack of adequate sleep.

The Treatment?

Treatment starts with patient education about sleep stages and about the muscle atonia that is typically associated with REM sleep. For most healthy individuals, avoiding chronic sleep deprivation is enough to relieve symptoms. It is recommended that patients be evaluated for narcolepsy if symptoms persist.

Related Phenomena?

Many perceptions associated with sleep paralysis (visceral buzzing, loud sounds, adrenal mental state, presences, and the paralysis itself) also constitute a common phase in the early progression of episodes referred to as out of body experiences. Mental focus varies between the two conditions; paralysis sufferers tend to fixate on reestablishing operation of the body, whereas subjects of out-of-body episodes are more occupied by perceived non-equivalence with the body.

I Love Fantasy

I absolutely love imagination and I'm a kind of person who always use my imagination in my life. I love imagine something, and definitely.. I love fantasy! I really love reading Fantasy Story, actually I prefer watching to reading it, such as Harry Potter and Percy Jackson. I think J.K. Rowling and Rick Riordan are so great. They could make such beautiful fantasy stories that's so adventuring and extremely awesome! Their imagination were so great and I loved the way they made those kind of fantasy stories! I'm crazy about writing stories too, and I hope I can be a great fantasy author one day! Extremely love fantasy! All fantasy authors are great I think due to the fact that they can make a lot of fantasy creatures such as mermaids, pegasuses, unicorns, and the other creatures. 

If you are interested in writing story, especially writing fantasy stories, it would be great if you keep practicing your writing. You can write wherever, whenever, and what would you like to write. Just use your imagination and keep working hard. :)

Goal Reached

If you want to reach something that you wanna reach, you must try to reach it, no matter if it's hard or easy, you just want to reach it and wish that you could reach your dream, because you wanna reach something that's really important for yourself.


After you success in reaching your dream or what you want, I bet you will feel extremely happy and proud of yourself, isn't it? You must feel so happy and confident, believe in yourself because you have done the best for yourself.


I'm proud of myself because I have done the best and shown my best especially to my mother. She had picked me up during the examination and I just felt so sorry if I couldn't make her proud, I couldn't make her happy. Every child's dream is to make their parents happy, I bet all of you who read this especially if you are children will agree with me. You guys want to make your parents happy , aren't you? The biggest dream of a child is to make his/her parents happy, I think. 

Finally, I'm so excited. I wasn't really focus on my studying before, definitely when I was studied for my examination. But, I really thanked to God because He have lead me during the examination, and I know He will always lead me forever. I can make my parents proud. I have given the best gift (for her). I graduated from the eighth grade and got rank 2 in my class. That makes me become a confidant and... I absolutely proud of myself.

"You only have to do a very few things right in your life so long as you don't do too many things wrong." - Warren

 

"You will find the key to success under the alarm clock. " - Benjamin Franklin

 

So, Guys... Do the best for your parents and yourself, of course. Because the best about you, will make your parents feel so proud of yourself. I believe that you can make your parents feel glad and do the best for yourself!

Believe

"If you don't believe in yourself, you will feel the worst thing in your life..."
 

I always hate the time when I don't believe in myself. Just now when I was in my English course, I wanted to answer a question, but I didn't think that my answer was correct. I knew that I had to believe in myself, but I just got the influence - I didn't know where it came from... So, I wrote the wrong answer. You might not understand about this actually... At least, I'm speechless right now, I don't know how to tell to all of you. But... At least I just want to say to all of you, to believe in yourself... Due to the fact that I didn't believe in myself, I couldn't get the best score in my class.


I have learnt a lot of things from these quotes below...

"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense." - Buddha


"It is always better to have no ideas than false ones; to believe nothing, than to believe what is wrong." - Thomas Jefferson


"The probability that we may fail in the struggle ought not to deter us from the support of a cause we believe to be just."  - Abraham Lincoln

 "I do not believe in the God of theology who rewards good and punishes evil." - Albert Einstein

"So, just believe in yourself, and be confident. Start from right now, I will always be confident and believe in myself. Tadda!"

Freedom

So, what do you think about "Freedom". Everyone loves freedom, because freedom is needed by everyone. I'm so happy because I feel that "Free". I have finished my examination, and now I'm feeling so free... I remembered when I studied until midnight, and woke up on 5.30 a.m... Haha, but now it's all over!

 

I think Freedom is something that is really needed by everyone. Everybody needs freedom. Freedom is something that can make a change. Freedom is the greatest time to find inspirations. Freedom is the greatest chance for humans to have some fun and lose control! I love freedom...

Talking about "Freedom", actually I realize that freedom is really hard to get. Freedom is really priceless, I think. We can only get it after having a suffer. For example, I can feel "this" feeling after studying for the test. Every country can get a freedom by struggling and fighting for their countries. All of the soldiers were trying to be the winner when the World War II, remember that?

Everybody expresses Freedom by raising their hands and saying "We are free! We are free from suffer, we are free from everything that is suffering, we have reached what we wanna have, A FREEDOM!"

Mother's Day Around the World

So, what do you think about Mother's Day? Do you think that it's important? I think Mother's Day is really important because it's the time to tell our feeling about how we love her. The greatest position that every woman wants is to be a mother in their life. I regard Mother's Day as a very special, but sometimes I scared to say I love You to my Mom, and I feel that I'm really shy. 


"For my greatest hero, for my wonderful banker, for my professional chef and doctor, for a part of my life, for the most beautiful woman in my mind, and for my everything... I just want to say I ♥ you. Now, say it to your Mom! Happy Mother's Day around the world... :)"


~ My mom is my greatest hero for me because she always takes care of me with her love. I really appreciate what she has done with me.


~ My mom is my wonderful banker because she always gives me money whenever I need them. As a child, I'm poor because actually, everything belongs to my Mom. My uniform, my clothes, my shoes, and all of my things. They're brought by my Mom and Dad's money.


~ My mom is my professional chef because she never feels tired to cook for me. And she is a good cooker! She is good at cooking and everybody loves the way she cook (because she cooks so fast), and the food that she makes are really great! Taste, yummy! My mom is a good doctor too because she never feels tired to take care of me when I'm sick, and I love her!


~ My mom is a part of my life that is really hard to be separated, my mom is the most beautiful woman in my mind, and my mom is my everything. 


Mom, If I hurt your feelings, you will always forgive me. You give me punishments that make me become a good child. You always take care of me, you work for me. You are a good entertainer and you always make me smile with your jokes. You are the one who always support me so that I can reach my dream. You always help me when I've got a problem. You are my shelter, you always defend me. 


I know you will feel really hurt when I hurt your feelings. I know if I killed myself and let the doctor took my kidney, my lungs, liver, and all parts of my body, it wouldn't cure your feelings. You don't want anything for me, you don't want my money to cure your feelings, but you just want my apology. And when I say I'm sorry to you, you will be very happy and it will cure your feelings.


I just don't know how to say thank you to you. You are the best for me! I love you so much, Mom...

Happy Mother's Day everyone :D

My Favorites...

Hi, Everyone! Now, I'm going to tell you about my favorites things. The things that I like and they're all dedicated to me...

Q : Start from the simple one. What is your favorite food?

A : I like every food but I really like Chinese food, steak, and grilled. They are really delicious to be eaten. I'm crazy about chicken noodle, or soups. Like them a lot!

Q : Now, what is your favorite drink?

A : I really like cappuccino/chocolate milk shake, tea, coffee, and mineral water.

Q : What is your favorite movie?

A : I like adventurous and fantasy movie like Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. I also like Barbie movies because I love the effects and the fantasy stories! Action movie is not bad too.

Q : What is your favorite day?

A : I like Saturday Night. I'm a Night person.

Q : What is your favorite band / celebrity?

A : I like Jonas Brothers' songs because they are awesome! I also like Demi, Selena, and Brie Larson because they are great and talented!

Q : What site do you often open?

A : Now is Blogspot.

Q : Do you like Twilight?

A : I don't think so. :)

Q : Do you like making story? What kind of story is it?

A : A lot. I like making adventurous and fantasy story! :)

Q : What favorite music do you like?

A : I like upbeat, electro rock, and pop musics.

Q : Which one  do you prefer, Angel or Devil?

A : Angel, naturally...

Q : Your favorite color?

A : I like black, white, and blue.

Q : Your favorite style?

A : I like something that's comfy to wear...

Inspirational Movie

Hi, Bloggers! So, if I'm going to talk about my family, or even your family, what words will you say for the first time? Family is really unique. Sometimes, it can be very annoying. But sometimes, you will feel that your family is the greatest present from God. Sometimes you really love your family, but sometimes you really don't like your family. That's it!

Actually family is the first and foremost for me. It is the greatest present from God to me. Without them, I will feel loneliness and scariness in my mind. I will never know about something that's really funny, something that's really adventurous. My mind will be filled with all sad things, or maybe I feel that it's really useless to live in this earth. I really thank God for my family : My daddy, my mommy, my sisters, my grandma, and also my friends! They are really helpful for me.

I just watched a movie that had been released in 2003. The title of the movie is : Freaky Friday, starring : Jamie Lee Curtis, Lindsay Lohan, Mark Harmon, Harold Gould, and Chad Michael Murray. It's about an overworked woman and her 15 year - old daughter. They are not get along with each other. One day, they have a big argument in a Chinese Restaurant. And after they eat a fortune cookie, suddenly their bodies are switched in the next day. But those things make their relationship become good, and finally they have a good relationship, such as mother and daughter. Wanna see the stories! See it on Youtube. 

Here is one of the scenes :

STARRING :

Jamie Lee Curtis as Dr. Tess Coleman

 Lindsay Lohan as Anna Coleman

 Michael Murray as Jake

The movie is really fantastic! It's funny and I really enjoy watching this movie. As one family, we need to be honest and helping every each other....

Let's Protect Our Earth from the Global Warming Issue!

At the Biology Lesson in my school, my friends and I learnt about the environmental management. My teacher told us that, before he was a teacher, he worked in one of the television show, as a map reader. He had many experiences when he worked as a map reader. Then, he said that we studied Biology, not only for boosting our knowledge, but also knew about something that’s related with the environment. So, he chose to be a teacher and left his previous occupation, because he wanted to share his experiences and knowledge with many children. He told about the environment which was got worse in the last few days and ordered us to protect our environment from danger. 

 Therefore, I must not be selfish and need to worry about the environmental issue in this world. The environmental issue that I most concerned about is global warming. Pollutions and carbon dioxide will affect global warming. Because of the green house effect, the earth is warming faster than 10.000 years ago! And, because of global warming, the climate will change, and there will be land degradation. As we know, people have made many presentations about global warming, spread brochures, and posters which were said: “STOP, GLOBAL WARMING!” I always hear several people said those words, but how can it stopped while there still a few people who are consider about global warming.

So, I want all of the people not only say that we must stop global warming, but also try to stop it. Several people say that we can stop the global warming by plant trees, be a vegetarian, etc,  and I think people have already known about those. I have the better idea to decrease the global warming issue. People can make a fuel which made from biogas, such as animals’ dirt. The bacteria will make a pressure and yield electricity. The filths from that process will be used for fertilizing plants. If we make it, I think we can help them who lived in the isolated village, and it can reduce the impact of Global Warming because we have decreased the exploitation of oils and coals, and people can help this earth from global warming issue!

Sometimes, when we tried to remind people who are littered, the people would say that we are disturbing them. .So, as a student, I started to do the simple one, I have made a presentation and tell it to my friends. I also have told all of my friends and someone that I known to recycle things such as papers. We can crush the papers using mortal and pestle, then added with water and dry them. Recycling paper will save million of trees in the world!

 So, all of you please protect this earth. Now, there are several people who create an organization, such as WWF. That organization will protect our earth from danger. So, who want be participated in our protecting programme? Let’s protecting our earth from global warming issue!

I made the essay when I was joining the Nickelodeon Big Green Help Essay Writing Competition. It's fun! 

How to Overcome your Afraidness when Speaking in front of A lot of People?

I know that there are several people who become afraid when they are asked to talk in front of the classroom. And they will be more afraid when they are asked to talk in front of the classroom or many people spontaneously because they haven't prepared anything yet. Actually, you don't have to be afraid! And for you who are afraid to talk in front of many people, I will try to fix your problem, cause I think it's a BIG problem!

I used to be like that before. I was afraid if my teacher asked me to speak in front of the class. I wasn't really afraid, but I was a little bit nervous and not too confident. I just didn't believe in myself that I could do better than what in my doubt was. I just talked ordinarily, I didn't do the speech or talk very well. Evidently, I was thanked to God cause now I know that I have an ability to talk in front of many people. Even though my teacher asks me to do it spontaneously, I'm not afraid. I just realized that ability when I was Junior High School. So, all you have to do to overcome your afraidness is : 

1. Find your Ability

If you think that you don't have any abilities, it MUST be wrong! Humans are unique. Every human has his/her own ability. For example, if you are good at music, your friend maybe isn't good at music. Or, if you aren't good at Maths, maybe you are good at Biology. Everything is possible! So, try to find your ability. You will find and know it someday. Believe in yourself is the best thing that you should do.

I remembered I have realized about my ability since I was Junior High School. When my teacher hadn't come into my class yet, and all my friends were so noisy and it's really disturbing. I just came up with an idea. I remembered my friend gave me my teacher's flash disk, and I just turn on the computer. I asked everyone to be quiet and I started to be a teacher! I explained about the lesson, even though I was a student and I didn't know about the lesson clearly. The following day, my teacher asked all my friends to give me applause when she knew that I had helped her to explain the lesson. At that time, I realized that I had an ability to speak in front of the people spontaneously and my life had changed from Elementary School to Junior High School. I wasn't shy and introvert anymore...

2. Be confident and Trust Yourself

Think positive! Don't think that everything that you've planned will gonna be wrong. Don't think that you'll get emberassed. Don't say ,"I can't do this!". But believe in yourself, and say... Yes, you can! (Mr. Obama!) Yes, Mr. Obama is right. You can't do everything unless you believe in yourself. Don't try to predict something that's negative, but say to your heart that you CAN do what you wanna do. I never say ,"Oh God! I'm gonna die! I cant, I can't!" If you say those words, it means that you have controlled your brain, you don't believe in yourself, you think about the negative side, and then you won't be success. You have accentuated that you can't do what you wanna do in your mind. That's why I want you to be focus on yourself and be a confidant.

3. Add your Knowledge

If your teacher ask you to give the speech in front of the class spontaneously, you need to know about what you are going to say. Reading books can help you to boast your knowledge so that you can easily speak in front of the people without thinking about what you gonna say too much in order not to waste your time.

4.Entertainment

If you're just talking in front of the people seriously, people will sometimes get bored and think that your speech is really monotonous. Try to give some jokes or funny stories (but remember, you aren't a joker, so don't tell about something that's absurd or they will mark you as a joker.

5. Open your Minds

Open your minds! Think that you can do what you wanna do. I didn't practice to speak in front of many people when I was asked to talk in front of them spontaneously. Just when I realized and changed myself into a confidant and brave girl, I could talk fluently and the idea would come up easily in my brain. I have a strong commitment that I can do it, I can talk in front of the people spontaneously, that's why I might be not afraid and I can easily speak in front of my friends or teachers.

6. Control them!

Sometimes when you talk to somebody, they won't hear you because they feel that they prefer gossiping or playing with their friends to listening to your speech. If you meet a situation like this, you have to entertain them, or at least you have to control them so that they will hear your speech and respect you.

7. Throw Away Your Nervousness

Nervous is the biggest enemy. It always appears when you're feeling afraid or confuse. To throw away this feeling, all you have to do is to be brave and think positive! Don't feel afraid or confuse. Trust yourself that you can do it!

Well, according to what I have told you all before, I'm not really good at talking / a professional one. But actually I just believe in myself and have a commitment that I can do it, I can do it. And, I don't know why I can find my ability. Now, I'm a confidant, I have a confidence, and think something positively. Hope this will help.

How to Improve your Vocabulary?

My teacher just asked me to make a writing about How to Improve your Vocabulary? Well...

As you know, English has become the first language in the world. The most important thing to be a president is, you should be able to speak English. Why? Because that is the way to communicate with another presidents in each country easily. If you want to be a worker or a business woman/man in a International company, you should be able to speak English too. See, how important English is in this world?
If you are still a beginner and you think that you aren't good enough in English, it is the time for you to increase your English. Actually, English is not really hard to study. You can study it easily. All you have to do is to focus on yourself and just enjoy it! You have to improve your vocabulary. How? These are some ways to improve your vocabulary :

1. Read English Folktales/Story Books. You can either buy or search them on the Internet. Internet is the best way to help improving your Vocabulary. For example, after searching the English Foktales on google, all you have to do is to read all the stories and find the hard words. To search the meaning of the hard works, you can use your dictionary. But sometimes, several people are too lazy to open their dictionary. Don't worry! You can browse the Internet and go translate all the words that you don't know. You can browse the Internet and go translate all the words that you don't know. It's really easy and simple to use. By typing the words only, you can know the meaning of the new words easily. Just then, you have added your knowledge. Don't forget to review the words so that you can remember all the vocabularies that you have studied.
2. Playing games is also a good way to improve your Vocabulary. You can buy an International Monopoly game and play it with your friends. Or, you can play the Internet games like Poker, Solitare games, and another English games.  Or, are you interested in singing? You can download songs' lyrics on Google. When you find the hard words, just go translate them.
3. You can improve your vocabulary by watching TV. Stay cool and focus on studying English.

There are still many ways to improve your vocabulary. You can have a pricate course at home and that will help you. Enjoy studying English, and finally... I'm sure that you can improve your vocabulary and grammar. I'm not a professional one and I know you guys can do better than me. But I believe that practice makes perfect.

Inspirational Song

Do you know if there's a lot of inspirational songs! You know, I'm crazy about music and music have been part of my life! Now, I'm going to share some inspirational songs for you.

Barbie and The Magic of Pegasus

Lalalala
When I'm stuck on the ground
There's a walk only down
Every step sends me falling
Not sure how to begin
How to rise like the windSo that soon I'll be soaring
I just breathe... and let myself believe

Cuz hope has wings
To carry you
Anything
Is possible
Just might be
A miracle
Waiting to come true
So I lift my eyes
And see the sky
Feel my heart begin to fly
I will be carried by my dreams
Cuz hope has wings

I can climb through the clouds
Far way from my doubt
That would be so amazing
Feel the sun on my face
Such a beautiful place
Yeah I know that it's waiting
Skating safe... encouraging with faith

Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings)
To carry you
Anything
Is possible
Just might be
A miracle
Waiting to come true (come true)

So I lift my eyes
And see the skies
Feel my heart begin to fly (oh fly)
I will be carried by my dreams

Like a flame, like a spark
I'm amazed by the change
There's a star in the dark
Calling out my name
Finally, I can see
Now I'm on my way (now I'm on my way)

Cuz hope has wings (hope has wings)
To carry you
Anything (anything)
Is possible
Just might be
A miracle
Waiting to come true (come true)

So I lift my eyes (lift my eyes)
And see the sky
Feel my heart (yeah)
begin to fly (yeah)
I will be carried by my dreams (by my dreams, yeah)

I have a new hope that lives in me
Anywhere I go it sets me free
It shines a light, It's everywhere
From north to south, it takes me there
I have a new hope that lives in me
Anywhere I go it sets me free
It shines a light, It's everywhere
From north to south, it takes me there

Lalalala Lalala...

 Do you know why does this song really inspire me???
Well... You better read and understand the lyrics. Whenever she was stuck on the ground that's only down way to see. Whenever every step that she took sent her falling, but she believe that she could fly. She hope to have wings.

She believed that she could climb through the clouds that's actually far away from her doubt, from what she thought.
This song added my inspiration. Brie's voice was really great at that song, and I like this song a lot. I think Brie is really talented because she can do acting and playing music! 

Alright, find your inspirations! Because inspirations are needed in this life!

Online Special Episode

I have just online with my friend from Malaysia. It was fun I thought. And then, this was the best. I have talked with Mr. Guy Bavli. I guessed I talked to a real Guy Bavli due to the fact that his there's a lot of photos of him and his friends on  his Facebook account. Guy Bavli was one of the contestants in the Phenomenon show, NBC. But he lost in the last final episode, which was the 4th. 

Yesterday

02:29Me

hello mr. Bavli!

02:30Guy

hi

02:30Me

i really enjoy your magic show!

haha

02:30Guy

where you from?

02:31Me

im from california

02:32Guy

have we met?

02:33Me

no, we havent

but i was impressed with your performance in Phenomenon. lol

02:33Guy

ohhh thanks!

nice to meet you?

!

02:33Me

thank, nice to meet you too

but its so

i wish that you could be the winner

but actually you were eliminated in episode 5

but it's ok, you were in the 5th place. haha

02:35Guy

was last finale episode and 4th

but who cares

it was fun

02:35Me

but you have done your best...

02:36Guy

we always its not about winning

nice to meet you and see you around... sign up to the mailing list on my website: www.masterofthemind.com

02:36Me

agree! thank you so much

and it's fun to meet you and have a chat with you

hey mr. bavli, do you know Mamada Chitmangkongkul?

02:46Guy

no ?

02:47Me

well...

Actually, I want to ask you. Can you do mind reading?

02:48Guy

depend check my website

02:49Me

is mind reading really exist?

He hasn't answered the last question but he might be getting busy, but it's okay. I didn't want to have any conversations with Eran Raven or Guy Bavli even though they were online sometimes. But because this was midnight and I've got a little bit "crazier" so I did it. Guys was a kind guy and he wasn't arrogant. Everybody likes him and he was great at doing magic.